11/05/2006

The silence has returned

and I don’t know what to do.

It is not easy living life

when I cannot have you.

I have tried and tried

but it has been all for not,

because without you around

I haven’t a single thought.

My life has gotten much better

and I have accomplished much,

but through it all I have found

that you were my best crutch.

It is hard just to function

without knowing you’re there,

because when you are around

I have one person that does care.

Now that you are gone so often,

I have stacked every trouble.

I am once again all alone,

and that just makes it double.

Life is not as easy for me

as it seems to be for you.

I have trouble just waking up

because my last day was so blue.

A lot of other people’s lives

are a lot worse than mine,

but right now I don’t care,

 I’m about to cross the line.

After the line there isn’t much

except insanity and life’s end,

and right now I don’t really

want to be without a friend.