Wake Up Call

I thought I would do a poem that wasn't so "Depressing," so I hope everyone likes it.

Wake Up Call

(Beep, Beep)
Time to start anew
another try to be true
Still hanging on these thoughts
beeps sound like gun shots

(Beep, Beep)
Time to make a choice
can’t think through the noise
not wanting to move
but there’s something to prove

(Beep, Beep)
Lying, eyes shut
looking for every rut
play them out in my mind
looking for how to be kind

(Beep…)
And the day begins

Whispering

Lost myself
to You
Why does this
feel untrue?
(This feels so untrue…)

The whispering wind
tells a great tale
a tale heard in darkness
of one that prevailed
yet I
might die
inside myself
tonight
because I
have lied
and You won’t stop
till I die

Lost myself
to You
Why does this
feel untrue?
(This feels so untrue)
Trapped
in my own head
Wouldn’t You rather
be dead?
(rather be dead…)

The whispering wind
has a new tale
a tale heard in light
of one who is frail
‘cause I
might die
inside myself
tonight
I see the mirror
of fright
the lie
is why I die
TONIGHT!

You’re killing me
I hope they see
how much You make me bleed
don’t You see
I CAN’T BE FREE!

Lost myself
to You
Why does this
feel untrue
(This feels so untrue)
Trapped
in my own head
Wouldn’t you rather
be dead?
(rather be dead)
Lost myself
to You______

(Why does this feel untrue?)

Alone Again

(Running…)
(Running…)
(Running again)

Running from my problems
is easier then solving them
pushing them out of my head
is better then feeling dread
So leave me
Alone
again
break me down
losing all my friends
going insane
leave me Alone

Waking from a nightmare
seeing you sitting there
my heart filling with fear
as I see you disappear
'cause you leave me
Alone
again
break me down
losing all my friends
going insane
so you leave me
alone
again

Broken and alone
this cut stays unsewn
creeping through my skin
and you leave alone again

All Alone
bleeding to myself
not waking from my nightmare
I’m breaking down

(You break me down)

(Alone Again…)

(Running…)
(Running…)
(Running from myself)

Wanderer

So many paths
so many choices
(which one’s next?)
Wandering without stop
stumbling on for another day

Come to a cross roads
another hard choice
(which one’s next?)
wandering longer
stop to think

One leads to you
One leads to normality
(which one’s next?)
I chose hope
and a new path I cut

Chaos

This was my first attempt at a song, so I hope you all like it.


Chaos

This darkness I see,
consuming me
it follows the brightest light.
The flame, my fire
as darkness is pushed away,
I see, yes I see
(Your Eyes) Haunting me
(Your thoughts) Let me be
(Desires) Let them free
This Chaos inside of me

Now darkness is all I see
pushing me to bleed
ripping me apart;
leaving me stunned
with a broken heart
and The flame, my fire
as darkness is pushed away
I feel, yes I feel
(Your Eyes) Haunting me
(Your thoughts) Let me be
(Desires) Let them free
This Chaos inside of me
(and Your love) Breaking me
(This Hate) The final fee
(shadows) Running free
This Chaos in you and me

It’s the Chaos, the Madness
that pulls us down
the insanity in us
has made us bound
Now consumed by fire
The flame I let free
destroying You,
setting darkness on me



Chaos…..



Chaos….



(and Your Eyes) Haunting me
(This Hate) The final fee
(Shadows) Running free
This Chaos…

I set it free