Lifeless Darkness

Hatred has muffled
this once great song
life is now failing
now too much is wrong
mistakes are a plenty
nothing left in light
darkness engulfing
and stopping all sight

Breaking of thoughts
all left confused
bump in the night
leaving minds bruised
no longer a daytime
only this long night
a night filled with terror
and unstoppable fright

Rattling destinies
destroying all fate
separation a must
because of this hate
tears falling quickly
emotions unclear
all love destroyed
by this great fear

No longer is there life
in this terrible place
destruction everywhere
staring it in the face
this darkness inside all
and outside all too
has cast aside happiness
and made life untrue

Hopeful Darkness

The madness consuming
not much left of me
far from any love
is my life’s final fee
my heart is not consumed
it still is there to see
now I’m left in darkness
My darkness is free

Not many can see
no more can I feel
Under this veil
my soul has no seal
it is open to all
any one real
the fake cannot find
what turns my wheel

I somehow go on
through all of this
eruption of anger
Don’t blink You’ll miss
Not much to life for
only ignorant bliss
the hope is still here
as I wait for Your kiss

Home at Last

I'm finnally home. Yes, it's over. I liked it, but there were a few things that I didn't enjoy about the staff. Althogh, that is what happens when you spend so much time with people; you notice everything that they do wrong or differently from you. I'm not sure, but I think that I may go back next year. If so, it will probably be for the few scouts that I got to know and want to see again and help them further themselves in scouting. Well I hope you all had a good summer, but mine is going to end in two weeks, so I didn't get much of a summer, just work. I loved being out there, so I really can't complain much.