Dusk

Shut up
I’m gone
at Dusk
no dawn
night eternal
dreamless sleep
restless
while I weep

Love?
Never now
Hate:
worn Down
Heal?
Forgot how
Hate,
and I Frown

life ending
death sending
mind bending
Sadness
Consumes Me

So Shut up
I’ve left
at Dusk
by theft
life stolen
dead inside
restless
when I lie

Love?
Never now
Hate:
worn Down
Heal?
Forgot how
Hate,
and I Frown

life ending
death sending
mind bending
Sadness
Consumes Me
forsaking
love taking
mind breaking
Madness
Destroys Me

Now Shut up
You’re free
at Dusk
You’ll see
I’m gone
Forget us
restless
without trust

Love?
Never now
Hate:
worn Down
Heal?
Forgot how
Hate,
and I Frown

life ending
death sending
mind bending
Sadness
Consumes Me
forsaking
love taking
mind breaking
Madness
Destroys Me

Now I leave
taking Your hate
go, be free
Forget my fate

(forget us…)

(forget me…)


(It’s Dusk….)
I’m Gone

Sight

Sight
a gift
my curse
I see
can’t You
Blind
in life
and death
in love
and hate
Willing
unto demise
I see
You don’t
my curse
Your gift
Sight

Mind of Machines

Working
constantly Moving
Friction
Imperfect forever
Upgrade
better This time
still Moving
Used again
Broken
left Behind
no Tears fall
yet no Pride
to live Without life
Forever

My Friend

Bleak, dark, and frozen
by You I have been chosen
stab me once again
finish me my friend

Life, love, and the path to death
hold on to my final breath
fallen far from grace
Your mind has made this place

Cold, damp, and killing me
sickening by Poison Tree
stab me once again
finish me my friend

Painful

Lacking Luster
come, take my life
no strength to muster
kill me with my knife
stab me past pain
so I can live again
Break me
out of this shell
Pull me
out of my hell
so I can live again

(Falling…)
I’ve failed myself
(Falling…)
I’ve failed us all
(Fading…)
The End is near

I see
with eyes shut
demons running free
throw me in this rut
bury me in pride
no where else to hide
Break me
out of this shell
Pull me
out of my hell
so I might live again

(Falling…)
I’ve failed myself
(Falling…)
I’ve failed us all
(Fading…)
the End is near

Tell me your fears
as I shed these tears
looking in this mirror
please kill me my dear
So I can live
AGAIN!

(So I might live…again……)

Achievements

Just thought I'd let all of my valued readers, which I'm sure I have so few of, I mean many of, know of a few things that I've accomplished lately. Well, I lettered in Cross Country, and this is my first year, in fact, this is the first time I've been involved in a sport. I also got nominated to have two of my poems published in books. One is going to be a normal poetry book while the other is a book of the best poets of 2005. I'm really starting to try and better my poetry and I think it is starting to show now with these nominations. Thank you all for reading, and have a nice day.